The Close of Another Month

Well the shortest month of the year has come to a quick close. I learned a lot about myself this month. So I decided to dedicate an entire post to what I learned this month:

I learned that trying to read the book of mormon in 28 days is impossible if you get behind three days. I never re-caught up and so thus did not finish the book, but I have great aspirations for this next month.

I learned that sometimes the only way to learn is to fail and fail again.

I learned that you should be very careful what you read in Barns&Noble because if its a book on dating and a guy comes and talks to you its going to be slightly awkward.

I learned that when I am sick, I apparently look good enough to get invited to a modeling audition. I'll let ya'll know how that goes ;)

I learned that sometimes shorter is better especially when dealing with family.

I learned that sometimes the Lord puts people in your path that you need to meet in order to grow and be the best YOU, you can be. Sometimes this person comes as a stranger you meet on a plane ride, and the only reason you meet them is because the brake lines have a leak on your plane and you get an hour and half lay over. Always be greatful for the adventures in everyday.

I learned that babies are beautiful and so tiny they really are straight from God. This is a shout-out to Martilyn's baby Rachel if you haven't seen her go and see her because she is beautiful. I still can't believe how tiny she is. And for the record I was the third person to see her on her birthday!

I learned that life is often times a cold place to be, but that is why we have friends and family. They keep us warm and battling against Murphy and the downfalls that happen all the time.

I learned that hope is the most AMAZING emotion humans are privy to feel. Hope is what gets people through wars both physically, mentally, and spiritually. Hope can be shattered into a million pieces and bounce back bigger and stronger than before.

I learned that job interviews are all about bluffing people into choosing you. It's like the ultimate game of dodgeball and everyone is picking teams. You want to be picked but you also want to win, so being picked by the winning team is ideal, but doesn't always happen. P.S. I am still looking for a job so if you know of anything let me know.

I learned that USU basketball is a great place to find a backbone, along with a friend to help prop you up while you find said backbone.

I learned that not seeing your best friend for over two weeks is INCREDIBLY hard! As a girl you gotta have your best friend! One that tells pirate jokes and laughs at the same things you think are funny. Who thinks like you think. Because at the end of the day you need to look people in the eye and say at least she thinks I am funny.

I learned that less is more in dating. If you try to hard or want to help someone too much it just makes, you the giver, feel bad. Best to just keep your self a tad aloof/mysterious and let the chips fall where they may.

I learned to always say I love you to the ones that really matter because one day they may not understand you or know who you are and you NEVER want to look back and think or regret not saying I love you to someone.

I learned that Mom's are amazing, I mean I knew this before but really mom's are amazing. They are there to help you get out of bad situations, they know about medicines, and recipes, and how to get stains out of clothes. They know all the best ways to make people feel happy and they are also willing to help you when your sick. MOM'S ARE AMAZING!!

So in this very short month I learned a lot of good lessons. I am hoping that soon I will be one step closer to finding out what I want to do with my life. Until next month...